New Delhi: Bigg Boss 14 fame Nikki Tamboli has been fairly damaged up about her brother’s demise as a result of COVID-19. She just lately took to Instagram to pen a protracted, emotional be aware describing the emotional ache she has been enduring.
In her submit, Tamboli spoke in size about her state of thoughts after shedding her brother and mentioned that she sobs herself to sleep each evening. The actress additionally revealed that she would not really feel sturdy and expresses that ‘every day is troublesome to reside’.
She wrote, “I miss my brother so much and I am sobbing myself to sleep almost every night. Few people whom I know tell me that it was his time to go and I should be glad he’s not in emotional pain anymore and not sick anymore and that I have to let him go but my mind doesn’t want to accept that. I just want to be able to talk to my brother and when I say this to my friends they say me that I still can, but it’s not the same… They are just not understanding or listening to how I am feeling.”
She additional wrote, “I don’t feel strong at all now. I feel like everything is too hard and I just feel each day is difficult to live. I haven’t accepted my brother’s death. I feel such a deep, dark pit of sadness has overcome my whole being and I am totally drowning in it.”
Nikki additionally goes on to say that some days, she can’t see the point in residing. “Some days, like today, I just can’t see the point of me being alive or any reason for my life to go on. I don’t like I can take this intense sadness,” she confessed.
Have a have a look at her emotional be aware:
Nikki is presently in Cape Town, South Africa, taking pictures for the journey actuality present Khatron Ke Khiladi. The actress has been posting Instagram tales from South Africa.
Earlier, the actress additionally posted a protracted be aware on how her household is most vital to her and that regardless of her private loss, she might be collaborating in Khatron Ke Khiladi as it’s one thing that her brother actually needed for her.
Nikki’s brother Jatin was recognized with COVID-19 and was additionally contaminated by tuberculosis and pneumonia.
